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CREATURE FEATURE's LiveJournal:
|Sunday, April 22nd, 2007|
the trap i set for you seems to have caught my leg instead.
|Friday, January 19th, 2007|
i'm so happy.
patterca bought me two (2!!) gold fish! one's white with two orange spots and the other one's white with black and orange speckles. to put 'em in we got this 2 and a half foot tall glass cylinder (yeathat'snothowyouspellit) and black and white rocks.
yea, i have a thing for fish
(some people have a thing for that, you know)
thank you i love you, baby!!
and we bought supersexy lingerie from don johnson at marshall's. (holytits!)
i need friends. wanna see how long you can stand me? ;]
|Friday, July 21st, 2006|
|things we thought of yesterday
i am not satisfied by anything. i feel like i can't get things right. i keep actin a fool. i'm not embarrassing myself, just i keep feeling like i'm missing my own point. i feel like i don't fit in with myself. i act in a way that if i were watching myself i would walk out of the room. i irritate myself. i lash out at patt for no reason. i'll get just a little mad and be so angry for like..5 or ten minutes. right after i get into a fine mood. not happy, usually unhappy. i don't like being cruel. well.. i do, but only when it's needed.
the other day i thought about deleting the whole livejournal thing. i was going to but i think i might go crazy without a place to ramble. it's nice to be able to talk to something that can't talk back. people tend to interrupt and if they don't you feel like a dick for talking about yourself so much. maybe it's just me.
i need to stop 'maybe-ing'. half of my problem is that i can never make up my mind. it's not as bad as it used to be but i'm starting to feel like i'm living in the grey area. and not that good indifferent one. the shitty purgatory one. not one side or the other.
i know as soon as i click update all of my feelings will change. i'll re-read it and think "i don't think that at all". that i just typed to type. could be. MAYBE. fuck.
[EDIT] k, i realized my sister downloaded "my band" by d12 and i'm pretty much fantastic.
maybe i'll stay up until 5:30 cleaning my room again!
|Friday, December 9th, 2005|
it's all nice on ice, alright.
|Friday, September 2nd, 2005|
|did you hear what i said? did you hear what i said? into the white.
it comes from the blackness within.
i think it's really over.
well, i'm almost positive.
FOR THE RECORD:
if you don't know whether you still love your girlfriend, don't wait until after
you've made sexual contact.
if you don't know then there's no point.
i don't really have anything else to say.
i was sad for a little while,
i'll probably be sad a little later.
but right now i just cleaned my room
now i'm smoking a bowl
and feeling good.
like..when you're really nausious for a long time
and then you throw up. ;]
i feel way better, i guess.
my cell phone is in george's car
bye<3! Current Mood: optimistic
|Tuesday, May 17th, 2005|
|Tuesday, January 11th, 2005|
|Monday, December 13th, 2004|
|where is my mind?
WITH YOUR FEET ON THE AIR AND YOUR HEAD ON THE GROUND
try this trick and spin it, yea.
YOUR HEAD WILL COLLAPSE IF THERE'S NOTHING IN IT
and you'll ask yourself
WHERE IS MY MIND?
way out in the water
SEE IT SWIMMIN'.
|Sunday, November 14th, 2004|
|Monday, October 11th, 2004|
|Saturday, October 2nd, 2004|
|Monday, September 27th, 2004|
i probably won't add you.